Anyway, after a little poking around I realized that Jeremy has been around forever; having played in less well known 90's acts like Halfmast and No Reason as well as bigger bands like the mighty Dead Hearts (he's also played in The Control and Old Ghosts).
At any rate, I knew I had to reach out and learn a little bit more about his history, and Jeremy did an awesome job of breaking it down with great candor and fascinating detail. A perfect example of someone who is truly a lifer and has seen pretty much every trend come and go.
Read on, and make sure you check out Modern Problems, I truly think it's Jeremy's finest work yet.
So you've obviously got quite an extensive history in the core....take us back to the beginning. How did you get exposed to punk and hardcore, and who were some of the first bands that resonated with you?
Well, my first love was Heavy Metal, back when I was younger
my uncle lived upstairs from us and would on occasion watch me, so I was
exposed to Iron Maiden, Judas priest, Black Sabbath, Venom, Devo and the
Ramones through him around ’83. I remember doing my cursive homework for
elementary school in 3rd grade listening to a tape of “Shout at the Devil” by
Motley Crue I started to ask for and buy my own music around ‘85/ 86: Twisted
Sister, Quiet Riot, Maiden… But I also liked Weird Al a lot.
In 1986 a guy I
knew named Todd Peck played me “Master of Puppets” by Metallica and my path
towards more underground music started; albeit pretty slow. In ’87 I heard
“Nevermind the Bollocks” and swiped my uncle’s copies of The Ramones “Rocket To
Russia” and “To Mega Therion” by Celtic Frost, I also got into some of the college/
alternative rock that was popular at the time. That winter I also started my
first terrible band: Recycled Body Parts.
By ’88 I was firmly planted in trash metal: Slayer, Kreator,
Anthrax that kind of stuff a new kid we called “Malachi” moved into my
neighborhood from the other side of town and had a cousin who was really into
Death and Thrash metal and was dialed into the local scene because he hung out
with Malevolent Creation. Malachi got me into a lot more aggressive death metal
stuff (I called it “super thrash” at the time) and more importantly introduced
me to crossover.
In March of ’89 I saw Metallica and was blown away, people
slag that band a lot now, and with good reason, they’ve lost sight of what made
them so vital and important in the 80’s; but back then, they were at the top of
their game. I really loved the energy they brought and with stuff like COC and
DRI and Nuclear Assault I was getting an energy that Thrash Metal ALMOST had,
but not quite. At some point I recognized that it came from punk and hardcore.
There was a kid named Blake Roggow who lived down the street
from us who was really involved with shows and was pen pals with a few of the
NYHC/ Revelation guys. It’s funny because on one end of the block I grew up
lived the guitar player of Malevolent Creation and his parents and on the other
was this guy Blake, whom because of I met Quicksand and on his front lawn in 1990,
which made me want to hear their band. At least I remember it being Quicksand,
I also remember meeting Outspoken, who knows? Because I was a mulleted hesher
dude some of the hardcore kids would fuck with me when I first came around…
Anyway, to digress a few months before that, Malachi and I went to Blake’s
house; he had a room in his parent’s basement and played us the “Where the Wild
Things Are” NYHC comp, it didn’t really strike a chord with me until I heard
Sheer Terror, specifically the line “Sticks and stone will break my bones, but
cancer will probably kill me.” Remember I liked Weird Al a lot then too and
that type of humor in an aggressive song resonated with me.
In 1990 I went to Death Metal and Trash shows at VFW halls
and at a club called the Skyroom and on occasion a hardcore band would open
those shows. I was more than interested, the bands I had heard, the cool people
I met that summer on Blake’s front lawn hanging out and… Zero Tolerance, the
quintessential Buffalo hardcore band. They almost sounded like a thrash band.
Malachi and I were told if we liked Sacred Reich we would love the ZT 1990 demo
and boy were they right. I heard of straight edge for the first time, bought
the NYHC comps and I bought “Break Down the Walls” on cassette at a store called
Cavages at the mall.
January of ’91 I went to my first stacked bill: AF, SOIA,
Biohazard and Zero Tolerance, then a couple of months later I went to see
Quicksand and started to really get into being straight edge and hardcore,
though I still went to Death Metal shows too. The first “real” band I was in started
playing shows in ’91 too; Childish Intent, we called ourselves “goofcore.”
The hardcore bands I really liked in 1991 were local bands
ZT, Snapcase (how about that first demo, eh?) Manic Depression, Discontent,
Slugfest and Against All Hope, and Baphomet (though they were a death metal
band). Bigger bands I loved were like YOT, SOIA, Judge, Quicksand, Sheer
Terror, Shelter, Leeway, Killing Time, Operation Ivy, Murphy’s Law, Lawnmower
Deth, UC, Insted, Integrity, Outface, No For an Answer, Token Entry, Naked
Raygun…anything I heard pretty much, I absorbed it all…I remember hating Dag
Nasty at first because I got “Field Day” and it sucked, same with “Wasted Youth”;
I didn’t know that their most recent LP’s weren’t the ones everyone talked
about! By 1992 I was going to 2-3 shows a month and started going out of town
occasionally to see bands. By ’93 I was going out of town like every weekend to
see more and more shows, that’s also when I joined Halfmast…
God
damn dude, that is all so sick, haha. So for me I first really started getting
into things in like 96/97 and by that time all the NYHC bands you referenced,
and even the stuff coming out of upstate NY like Snapcase, Vogel's bands and
obviously EXC already had almost pseudo legendary status, at least for shmucks
like me in the Midwest. At the time did you have any sense of how special all
that stuff was, or since you basically grew up with it did it seem pretty
routine?
I don't know, by like, 93-94 I was starting to get really
into the first wave of American Hardcore stuff: SSD, The FU's all the more
obscure (at the time) DC stuff... I thought that stuff was really special. The
bands I saw in the early 90's were great and I thought they were/are awesome, but
I don't think I perceived any as "legendary," really is something
legendary when it's the current happening thing? I recognized that some bands
were light years ahead of others live, for sure. Take for instance a band like
108, they were devastating live. I recognized that some bands were just on
another level live or with aesthetic (like Unbroken) but it's easier to look
back and say that something was special than realizing it at the exact moment
it's happening.
I remember the summer of 94; I booked Unbroken and Undertow
in Buffalo and all the vinyl copies of “Life. Love. Regret.” got shipped to my
parent's house. I brought the huge box to the show to give to them and Eric
Allen asked me if I had opened it to check them out. I told him, "No, it
wasn't addressed to me" and he whipped out a switchblade, cut open the box
and handed me the first copy he pulled out. I like Unbroken a lot and they,
like Undertow, were never guys who acted "too cool for school" like
some other bands at the time.
That holds a lot of weight with me, to this day.
In '09 when they did a reunion show together in Seattle, I flew out to see the
show. To think that I was handed the first copy of LLR, a total classic and
essential 90's HC record blows some people's minds, and that Rob sent me a test
press of it (which I gave to Jay from Harms Way in the late 90's because I owed
him $100). Nowadays people revere that record, at that time I thought it was a
cool record put out by guys that were cool. Now it's like a must have classic.
Am I rambling? Haha!
HOLY.FUCKING.SHIT.
Yeah, that just blew my mind....we can
probably just end this thing right there, haha.
You
mentioned Halfmast, and after that I know you did No Reason. Talk a little bit
about those projects and the highlights of playing in those bands.
I joined Halfmast in late summer/early fall of 1993. They
were a band that originally had a guy from Baphomet, then two other super heavy
metal guys on guitar. When I heard the first Halfmast demo, I was surprised HOW
MUCH it sounded like Slugfest, they were looking for a second guitar player
because one of the metal dudes quit, so I joined up, immediately offering
suggestions on how to make the songs what I perceived as "better" and
showing them stuff I had written. I also was adamant about playing fast songs,
something that had really grown out of style in HC at the time, in favor of
mosh. The other heavy metal guy quit after my first practice and my 15 year old
brother came onboard to play second guitar, making the band a complete SXE line
up.
The band broke up in 1996. I think, looking back, we
eventually came into our own with the "Status" cassette I self-released
the summer of '95. The first two demos are ok, but the first 2 Halfmast records
could have been a lot better. The Status tape got us hooked up with Ambassador
Records, which was an imprint of sorts of Revelation run by Ryan Hoffman (Chain
of Strength) and Frosty's little brother. It got delayed and delayed and came
out a couple months after we broke up. 20 years later we could still put
together a complete straight edge line up, but really, who wants to see
Halfmast?
A couple months after Halfmast's break up my brother Chris,
the last drummer of Halfmast Eric Ellman, his brother Blake, my cousin Abe and
I started No Reason. This was really the first time I had a majority of the
control in a band. I was writing the majority of the music and all of the
lyrics for my brother to sing. No Reason ended up being fairly popular, from
the get go in Buffalo. Immigrant Sun was Sean Malinson and this guy Pat Knight.
Sean lived in Ithaca at the time and Pat went to the University of Buffalo and
saw our first show. People were genuinely excited about No Reason and Pat
convinced Sean that doing a Left for Dead/ No Reason split 7” was a good idea
(Sean hadn't seen us at that point). Before it could all come together, LFD
broke up, so it just became a 7” for us.
Halfmast and No Reason always had good Chicago shows. The
majority of the people we met out there, I am still friends with to this day. I
mean there were good shows and bad show and lots of other interesting tour
stories, but really the highlight is that we met like mind people who shared ideals
and attitudes and that made a lasting impression on me. It was a more innocent
time, we went on the road with absolutely nothing and came back with even less,
we felt a need to get out there and let the songs we wrote be heard and to
release the energy we had built up inside us. That what I admire still about
bands today; there no reward monetarily for touring, but the reward to the
heart and mind is priceless.
I still
have the No Reason 7" and I've gotta say Immigrant Sun was definitely one
of my favorite labels back then...diverse roster, amazing layouts, and while I
never met him Sean always seemed like a super nice guy. How did you hook up
with him for that record and do you know if he's still involved at all with
anything punk/hc related?
Immigrant Sun's roster was really diverse: Hourglass,
Morning Again, Saves the Day, Sarin, Cable Car Theory... The only bands I liked
that they released besides us were Morning Again and Hourglass and we were
still a million miles away from the style they played. Saves the Day acoustic
EP? I mean, what the fuck is that to a guy like me who thrives on energy and essence
more than weird pseudo folk emo stuff?
Still, Sean and Pat were awesome to us
and I genuinely feel bad, to this day, about how bad the LP turned out and that
we broke up shortly after the CD version came out. The 7” and second demo we're
really, really great but the LP recording just kills it for me. I still keep in
contact with Pat, we just talked about the old NJ band American Standard this
week online, but I lost track of Sean when he worked for EVR. I think we're
friends on Facebook, but he's not a big social media guy.
So
after No Reason I know Dead Hearts came along. Talk about that band's origins
and goals. At that point you'd been doing music for a decade or so. What was
the same and what was different in terms of how you approached things?
Before Dead Hearts and after No Reason (1999-2003), I was in
a band called The Control; we did 4 records and toured a lot. Aside from
Buffalo, Minneapolis and Syracuse, we largely went unnoticed even with all the
road work we did. We released a 10” on +/- records, a 7” on Reflections and a
7” and LP on the punk label Go-Kart. We were somewhere in between Government
Issue, Born Against, Die Kruezen, and Naked Raygun, I guess. Never really
clicked, though we got to play with a lot of incredible bands. I did a short
lived satanic metal band called Darkpath with my brother immediately after The
Control, we did a demo and played one show and that was that.
A year later I was 30 and my girlfriend (now ex-wife) had
gotten me an acoustic guitar for Christmas, so I was playing around the house
more. I hadn’t really thought about starting a new band, I was 30- who wants to
see an old man playing hardcore? That was my mind set at first. One day I was
walking up the stairs of our place to the rear bedroom we used as the “computer
room” (it was 2004) and the riff I had been tooling around with for a few
minutes struck me and I said the words “so say it with me, ‘forever and a day;’
some promises tears can’t wipe away.” And I loved how it sounded. I then wrote
the music and lyrics to “Bright Lights, Burnt City”. I actually finished that
one before I finished Forever, the song I had previously mentioned.
I was
really into those songs and I knew I had to start a band. I had met this dude
Paul through a mutual friend of ours named Erin, he played in a band called The
Alleged briefly and after hearing their demo and how he played guitar, I felt
like our “style” of playing would really be compatible. I went over his place
and showed him what I had- “Bright Lights” and “Forever” and he had a song
written too, musically, which I thought was incredible and I started working on
the lyrics straight away (it became “Dear Jane Letter” off the first record/
demo). We got Richie the drummer of The Alleged and Derek and Tom from Can I
Say (who I had asked to join at their last show) and right away there was chemistry
in the room, the creative process and with the songs. I imagine it was like how
it feels to be on a championship team in sports… You feel it in the air, the
magic was very tangible and we were all very psyched.
The demo came out and I ended up making 350 cds on my old
computer. We sold every one VERY quickly and labels started getting in touch-
we had only played a few shows. Initially from that demo we had Martyr,
Stillborn, Live Wire and a few others get in touch inquiring to a record. Steve
Martyr came across as really aggressive in trying to lock us down, and I really
liked how excited Live Wire was, but no one’s release schedule was conducive to
getting out our record by our winter tour to FL and back. Our first show was in
June or July and here it was August/September and I wanted to know who could do
it the fastest and best. Only State of Mind said they could pull it off, so we
went with them. We had a bunch of boxes of CDs in hand (remember those?) and
left on our first tour down the east coast the day after Christmas to play This
is for You Fest.
The response we got was really, really great. We sold like 75
CDs at the show and nearly every shirt we had. Luckily the State of Mind guys
were there and we were able to get more- we still had a week of tour left at
that point. We met a lot of bands that were just starting to gain traction that
we played a lot of shows/ toured with over the next few years: Another Breath,
Ruiner, This is Hell, and one of my favorite bands Marathon. Things were growing
and crazy.
Obviously
after the record with State of Mind you guys signed with Ferret which at that
time was one of the biggest labels going in punk and hardcore. I'm curious how
much changed in terms of more "industry" type stuff, booking agents,
media contacts. Did that sort of thing have much of an impact on the band and
if so do you think it was beneficial or not so much?
At some point, I know I felt like we could be a full time
band and by the time we recorded our “No Love, No Hope” ep, Ferret and Victory
were emailing and calling. Clint at Victory was asking if we would be
interested in “Flying out to Chicago to play for Tony” but our friends in Every
Time I Die were really saying great things about how Ferret treated them. Victory
would write emails saying “You guys would appeal to the Rise Against and
Comeback Kid crowds” whereas Rick at Ferret would email me and ask me how I was
doing and we would talk about music and stuff. Rick came out and saw us play at
CBGB’s with Bane and two months later, we signed to Ferret. To me it was all
about the approach and I was also worried we’d get screwed by Victory.
Looking back, I think we mostly made good choices with the
information we had at the time, Ferret changed in between the time we recorded
our LP and it’s release, they went from being an imprint of Sony/Red to Warner
Independent Music group and after a few months they started talking about CD
sales and the changing face of the music industry and stuff. We weren’t guys
who could or would be willing to make the transition to playing rockstar. We
were a bunch of moody dudes from Buffalo. Sure, I think we wanted to be a “big”
band, but I don’t think we fully wanted to “play the game.” We never had a
manager; a booking agent, yes, but never a manager. I always enjoyed doing
interviews and stuff though. As you can see from my lengthy replies, I love to talk about myself! Ha!
Anyway, 2 years after our LP on Ferret, they told us we
could renegotiate our contract or walk, scot-free. We chose to walk and started
seeking out other labels. Our booking agent was pushing for Stillborn for some
reason, but Eulogy was willing to give us exactly what we were looking for
(which wasn’t much). I think we asked for $3k to record and that’s about it
aside from promotion/ distribution and things along those lines. However, our
singer quit the day we got the finalized contract in the band’s email.
I wasn’t
really interested in doing another band after Dead Hearts at first. Paul, Tom, and
our first drummer Richie jumped in the thick right away and started Rust Belt
Lights, but I wasn’t too keen on trying to “make it” anymore. Those guys are in
their late 20’s early 30’s now.
Me, I’ll never get into having management, I
really think hardcore bands should manage themselves. Booking agents, sure more
power to them, but management removes a part of the artist from the decision
making process. I wouldn’t want to be pressured into something, I know
management is good for networking and things of that nature, but I’m just not
interested anymore.
Damn, I
totally forgot about The Control somehow, haha. And yeah man, it's so weird
what stuff gets popular and what doesn't. Even today there are a lot of bands
that I think are so incredible that nobody cares about, and then the bands kids
seem to love I think are utter garbage, haha. For DH do you think it was just a
time and place thing, all the leg work in your previous bands finally paying
off, the songs themselves being better than the stuff you had done before?
I think we were a good band with good songs, but also I
think it was a time and place thing. In
the post American Nightmare/ Give up the Ghost world, that melodic rocking/
epic stuff was very “in” from 05-09 or so. Also, I think we were a very good
live band, so it was easy for people who had seen us to “get on board” so to
speak. The people who like The Control pretty much hated Dead Hearts I think.
Though a lot of the lyrical matter was similar, the musical aspect was more
pensive and less bombastic as The Control was. We really appealed to a younger
crowd.
With
regard to the record that would have come out on Eulogy, was it done, are there
demos floating around?
At the time we broke up, I think we had 11 songs written for
the LP that was going to be called “Ghosts.” I have a CDR of practice tapes
somewhere. We did do some pre-production with 4 songs that were finalized- that
came out as the “Death in the Family” ep. There are two songs that exist
musically, one which I never wrote lyrics to and hated that was written by Tom
in Drop D (I hate Drop D) and another called “Anthem of Saints and Sinners.” “Anthem”
we actually did play at our second show, but I/we felt like it was the odd man
out musically, it was a little TOO Kid Dynamite-y, but the vocals were never
recorded.
Alright
talk to us about Modern Problems. This is obviously the most melodic project
you've been a part of and I believe your first time on vocals. What prompted
you to set down the guitar and pick up the mic?
Last year I turned 40 and when I was recovering from
surgery, I had a lot of down time. I was listening to a lot of records and I
found myself going back to the same 6 records every other day. I thought, man,
no one sounds like this anymore, I wish there were more bands like Uniform
Choice, Unity, Scream, Minor Threat, 7 Seconds… and I thought, why don’t I
write some songs again? I had written two records with Old Ghosts, but it had
been two years since I quit that band and they were more like a simplified,
heavier Dead Hearts (it was 3 of us from DH in the band).
At first, Modern Problems was just going to be me and Eric
Ellman recording 4-5 songs, but our schedules couldn’t sync up and I really
believed that the stuff I had written would be good. After Eric couldn’t find
the time, I made a couple Facebook posts that I wanted to start a new band and
a few weeks later, MP had our first practice. I have sung in some bands prior,
but it was 20 years ago and not very well. This style fits whatever type of
“singing” voice I have. To me, it’s the style of band I always should have been
in, fast and hard hardcore punk, with “sung” vocals. My voice worked so well
with the songs I had written I can’t imagine anyone else singing.
As far
as MP, I know the demo is being put out by Rich from across the pond on
Speedowax and "Foolish Times" just came out on tape via Climbin'
Aboard. Talk a little bit about how you hooked up with those two labels as well
as the releases themselves.
Rich sent me a message and it was going to be a limited
release and seemed cool, so I was down. He releases a lot of stuff, some known,
some not, just seems to like to put out the stuff he likes, I like that
sentiment. Bo at Climbin’ Aboard is a friend of the band and I feel most
comfortable working with people we know, or people who seem to be on the kind
of “level” we are.
The Demo 7” rich wanted to rename ‘Step Forward’ which I
think is cool, it’s just the demo with a layout that wasn’t made on a smart
phone like the OG demo cover was. I’m excited to get some copies. The first
song, remixed also appeared on the Reaper Records NYHC compilation 7”
“Foolish Times” we recorded in December of last year. It was
our first recording since Jason left the band in October (I actually play
guitar on it). I’m having my thyroid out in a couple of weeks and the mass on
it has invaded so much of my neck that it partially froze one of my vocal
chords, so I was afraid my voice was going to change more and wanted to knock
out the new songs I had written. I think the song “Foolish Times” turned out
like straight fire. It's like another leg up for the band song writing/
performance wise.
I know
you guys posted that a new e.p. is coming soon. Are release details squared yet
for that or is it still being worked on? In terms of the songs themselves, I
know you've had a switch at the guitar spot...has that changed the sound at all
or are you still in the driver's seat as far as writing is concerned?
Our friend Josh, who runs the local punk/ hardcore record
shop in Buffalo, Black Dot, asked to release our session from over the summer
that was originally intended to be a 7”. Labels seem to be wary about releasing
a 7” for a band that can’t really tour, aside from weekends here or there. So
like I said, I trust that our friends will represent the band and the integrity
of a release correctly.
The 5 song “Identity” cassette e.p. will be coming out
soon. The resurgence of cassettes is strange to me and it’s like my “band
journey” or whatever has come full circle, as for as releases are concerned on
tape. Yeah, I’m still doing all of the writing, music and lyrics. The ep was
recorded with Jason on guitar last year, it’s actually from before the “Foolish
Times” e.p. was written. I’m really proud of the songs, actually all of the
songs we have. I’d like to do a 12” with “Foolish Times” and “Identity” as one
record someday.
So I
always like to get perspective from people who have been around a while on the
evolution of hardcore and punk....that said, when you look step back and look
at things, what have been the most significant changes over time in the scene
(be they for the better or for the worse), and what has stayed relatively
constant?
Obviously I think what has stayed consistent is youth/ new
involvement; well, for the most part. Without new blood coming in, the vitality
of hardcore is lost. The hardcore scene just can’t be fully of grumpy old men
like me or old out of touch dudes coming back and struggling to stay relevant a
million years after they’ve given up on straight edge and in most cases,
hardcore. It’s amazing to me when guys rag on hardcore constantly, don’t go to
ANY shows, then expect to have a good time at a gig.
Certainly, I have a family
and responsibilities, but I still get out to some shows and check out new bands
when I can. I went and saw Hard Stripes, Pure Disgust and New Vision play last
month and Hard Stripes really impressed me. Their one guitar player’s “style”
was so fucking cool, real punk, yet with concise, hard finesse. I fucking loved
it. That new Boston Strangler LP, “FIRE”… I listen to it like every other day.
Most guys my age think that like, listening to only the new Sick Of It All
record counts as listening to current hardcore… Umm, no, sure Sick of It All
are cool, but I think it’s all about that vitality, new approaches to the style
and scene that keeps it going.
You
mentioned you recently crossed the threshold of your 40's...by this time the
vast majority of people have obviously long sold out and have transitioned from
hardcore into indie rock and then well into "mainstream" society or
whatever. But here you are, still doing a d.i.y. band, your lyrics seem as
"posi" as any 18 year olds, etc. What is it about this music and this
sub-culture that keeps you hooked and motivated to contribute even after all
this time?
There have been times where I have almost given up hope when
it comes to hardcore and punk in the past. In the mid 90’s I think I was
prepared to drop out… the style of hardcore I loved was a thing of the past and
metal mosh was everywhere, then a new crop of bands came along and got me
excited again. That’s always there… life, across the board, is peaks and
valleys. I love the energy, the expression and the lack of pretention in hardcore.
Other scenes don’t appeal to me, that’s not to say I don’t listen to weird
bands sometimes, but I dunno, I guess with the 35 years of hardcore out there,
it’s kind of like “my story” in a way. I was born in the 70’s and grew up in
the 80’s… I understand, at 41, the alienation of those times, the importance of
the words that were said and are still being said.
What can be learned from
indie rock? What ideas has indie rock presented to the world that have inspired
generations? Without hardcore and punk would youth be interested in living drug
free lives or be interested in alternative spiritualism or denial of faith? I
don’t think so. Indie rock will help you get through a divorce, but is it going
to shape your life? I doubt it.
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